Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in karag's LiveJournal:

Sunday, February 20th, 2005
8:35 pm	My apologies I haven't been this sorry, this upset at myself for hurting a friend I held so dear. I screwed up so badly, and hate myself for what I've done. Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
10:45 am	nothing happenin? is it that I am not invited to anything anymore or is it that there just hasn't been anything going on? Its been a month and a half since I've seen anyone... its really getting to me too. if we had a party would you come? Current Mood: rejected (Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
11:54 pm	too much thought? So here I am... at my first entry, and I sense this could be some sort of therapeutic thing, and yet it seems so unpersonal as if I let my words float out into the abyss and perhaps someone I know reads them and interprets them... I'm feeling really down right now, despite a new job in the next 2 weeks, and my wedding coming up in less than 11 weeks... seems that these good things are better when friends are close, and I feel like I've let many friends down. Pushed friends away without realizing... will it get better? Seems that I have no control over whether it will or will not. Suggestions? I am open to hear anything. Maybe it is true, that sometimes you don't know what you have until you lose it. Current Mood: confused (2 Comments |Comment on this)